Obsessive Complications 7

'You wash your hands like you're jacking off, each finger you jerk off?' - i'll refer you to The Ratman case. My hands - blue, my hands - red, cracked bone dry. Whits and slits. Disinfected - bleach. Eroding my print  - turn the tap off - write -grammatically unexceptionable. i know i make the rules. Wash in vain. Repeat myself in vain. Mutation through repetition the away. My way. Done hands, done shower, done floor. Cracked pavement? Dog's shit, God's shite. Voices done. Check 123 ... 123 ... 123.  See Freud for ritual and religion. I repeat 123 ... 123 ... 123.