The Pill

He hadn't planned on this, but Mark never planned, never! A rush rattled it's way up his spinal column, before he finally begin to expel streaks of pinkish puke, could and would unblock a drain, bitter as poison, stumbling disoriented the toilet a mirage, he puked gut up again, his mind churning up and out imagine after imagine, thought followed spasm, spasm followed thought, overwhelmed funky thoughts furred, his cranium vibrated – beehive buzz, flesh crept and pimpled-goose like neck cut and drained – a fear began to consume him, insectile crawling - bug-psychosis his soul molested, dissociation depersonalize - detached – reality – unreality festered.

Flowering pattern crept, thick foliage formed over him, under around him – a contracting void stifled his senses, christening him in a filthy stagnation, his mind plug was pulled – a thought vortex flushes Mark, away like turd.

Pupils expand-expand expanding - black balloons – bursting blisters – white of his eyes cooked shrivelling to black- as liquid reality ran down his trousers leg in – a foul wet run, the mind meta-morphs into an intricate labyrinth like Arabesque illuminating kaleidoscopic prisms, splitting the membrane, breaking - bursting open - sanity a dazzling light peels away, rips forth vision now as bright as a perpetual as a dying star, psychedelic meat grinder, blends brain matter to a pink paste.

Partitions, perception dissolve – bowels loosen spasm he hits the then departs frays forming a chasm open up break forth in an abyss of nothingness, a black void – dead? … asphyxiation-Death by vomit?...................................................................................................................................

A soft slippery eyeball vast on the horizon drowning out the yawning void - monolithic white flesh dripping slimy protoplasm as it hovers - quivering smacking lewdly sucking itself inside out an squirting - sour milk - foaming white around the rim - frothing out around the brim - overflowing gaze - dawn blue, bile flecked red – its stitches symmetrical architecture around itself interlocking geometric walls oozing apricot colours - sprout phallic protrusions streaming rainbows steam - retching rims-lids light bursts – yellow yoke spewing magma lucid flux of liquid fat spewing up tearing – corneas away - sterile puss pisses steaming yellow goo from the sphincter of his iris - blossoming a bloodstained foetus and a scream - I'M NOT LOST!

His left nostril inflates a bubble that bursts breathing stale life into Marks consciousness – A diminutive thing, revives him........................................................................................................

His eyes dripping bitter tears as he opens them revealing the white rim of the toilet bowl glinting with a stark light as he sits slumped shivering, covered in thin layers of protoplasmic jelly, movements mechanical misread – surroundings flat compressed non-existent dimensions, fall away fading fast … “Mark Mark Mark Marky!” - the name in a deep dissociation – unread, odd – uncanny, before he flushes away with the putrid slime....................................................................... swirling, sucking sound causing a mental warping, distortion hissing, quivering – déjà, so vivid he fears madness … Pulling forth forward to his feet, unsteady he props himself against the wall taking a take a deep noxious breath, stumbling back to his bed, fatigue exhausts him, he finds no sleep ... only vague shards of discoloured thoughts.